Miss U

There just doesn't seem to be any good way to say good bye to U
You're such a wonderful person and we've shared ...so much ...so much life ...so much laughter and happiness...that its really hard to imagine what things 'll be without your presence....

Yet there are many many memories that make it very hard to part from you...I thank U for those memorable memories. When I think of U as I so often did...will in the days and years ahead,its those memories that 'll bring U right back to me..
And remembering those times, I'll laugh and cry and relieve over many happy moments together!!!

Those times, those thoughts of you,will always stay in my mind and ,especially,in my heart........

A dream

she is quite beautiful, calm, romantic and waitng to be real frm this daily dream...
she is mine..

her voice i long to hear, hher smile i wish to see in my mirror...
she has smething that no one else sees but evrybody feels and admikres..
and i dont know wat wud i do if this dream becomes a reality and i confront her...
wat more shud i say..

 thinking of her...
i'll always remember this is just another dream.. but lasted fr ever...
then i realised this ws wat that remained in my eyes for so long

i want to find her... it may seem pain she is not here with me.. and my chest not feeling her calm breath..
but its a sweet pain.. sweet that it keeps me goingggg

then end of my dream.. she moved away from one mile to miles may b several thousands...
but i wake up and send up a prayer to keep this feeling every morning I wakeup...
but pls make this a reality

"Nothing"

        I dont know what happened to me, my mind is not staying still, it wants me fly high,  making me wonder and i feel strange about myself.
       A strange feeling is always there in me telling me do the thing eventhough I said no and try to stop it from..
       I want the people fell jealous about me and __ .. I dont know when Im gonna feel great about myself.. may be there is a time ahead when I dream of nothing..
       Sometimes I feel strong myself.. feel like running, running away from all the stupid things around me and the stupid things I do.. i want to scare them to death.. overcome
       But im afraid.. donno why.. may be its a thing I'll have in me forever.. but when I try I always end up in vain. when am I winning? winning against myself?
      
      Then I realized there is nothing in life that one should be worried of.. because everything is just a crap.. dont step on it just get away from it.. simple.. and I feel that Im in a world of mad people... So whatever in your mind it cant be told or written And it cant simply be stopped from.  And whatever it is it always come back eventhough you may try throwing it away..  Mind- its always like waves it highs nd lows never the same- fickle... always makes u do the things it thinks.. like the river never stops water from flowing..


whatever..
Its always I, myself and Veera

Feel it

      

         I have been thinking what I should write.. there's so much to say in this little heart but not a word comes out when i have to.. there are no more dreams in my heart just the beauty of ur eyes.. i don’t know what this feeling is.. may be i have got drenched in ur love.. i forgot what im.. the songs that are ringing in my heart im happy that they are all for u.. you are making me sing this unheard beautiful song.. He has given me only two eyes but you stand right in front of them even when they r closed even though you were far away dreaming.. Before I met you I thought I knew who iam, but you made me realize, I was nothing then. 

          It was so bizarre the way we met there was a feeling inside me that told me we were meant to be. and i still remember the feeling of a certain lighting striking my heart when i saw u for the first time im simply charmed by ur sweet song.. when i saw u, my eyes were jumping as if a child... when u smiled back my heart felt i reached the blue skies so relaxed.. my legs are moving involuntarily, dancing sometimes.. on the path u walk, ur fragrance is filled in the air.... the distance im walking alone got shorter when u walked with me, with that beautiful smile of urs slipping out of ur pretty lips.. i wish to touch ur soft cheeks.. may i have a chance to be with u every second... i even want to hold ur shadow and carry it on my tender heart.. u just stole away my heart, eventhough u came just like a raindrop and vanished in to nothing.. 

I’ll stay waiting in this sweet surrender as long as I treasure every moment spent with you.. who knows what happens next , im just living worthwhile with a smile on my face and a word called hope. I want you love me sweetly, sweet as ur name sounds, sweet as ur voice in ur songs.. 

I don’t know what you may feel I just simply couldn’t resist putting down all these words out here..!!