"Nothing"

        I dont know what happened to me, my mind is not staying still, it wants me fly high,  making me wonder and i feel strange about myself.
       A strange feeling is always there in me telling me do the thing eventhough I said no and try to stop it from..
       I want the people fell jealous about me and __ .. I dont know when Im gonna feel great about myself.. may be there is a time ahead when I dream of nothing..
       Sometimes I feel strong myself.. feel like running, running away from all the stupid things around me and the stupid things I do.. i want to scare them to death.. overcome
       But im afraid.. donno why.. may be its a thing I'll have in me forever.. but when I try I always end up in vain. when am I winning? winning against myself?
      
      Then I realized there is nothing in life that one should be worried of.. because everything is just a crap.. dont step on it just get away from it.. simple.. and I feel that Im in a world of mad people... So whatever in your mind it cant be told or written And it cant simply be stopped from.  And whatever it is it always come back eventhough you may try throwing it away..  Mind- its always like waves it highs nd lows never the same- fickle... always makes u do the things it thinks.. like the river never stops water from flowing..


whatever..
Its always I, myself and Veera